Snoeppi

sometimes I am an angel
sometimes I am a devil that breathes
but most times I am crystal clear
my heart beats the rhythm of my life
my blood is red
and my eyes are dark
with a star inside my star
sometimes
a star disappears
and fire is here
and it becomes crystal clear
I look at my hands
and I see the person
I’ve come to be
and the anger fades away
and I smile all the way
until you cross that line

kraling craydels in our minds, flies
around like a butterfly around that rules in
riddles and doesn’t die because it’s just a butterfly in
my mind sometimes he goes a little bit wild if he is
lost in his library of memories and just flying around
and can’t settle down but then in a blink of an
eye settled down and didn’t wonder why but that’s life
as it is so keep your library sorted out
until the flame goes out and silence wallows
and slowly fades away into a normal day
like everyday for me

angels come and go
where they go no one knows
but when they go darkness grows
and when time is near, darkness
disappears and fear appears
and when that comes and takes over the pain inside my
veins my skin starts to shiver and my
eyes go dark, that is when the sun comes and sweeps
all that before was becomes the past
and the angels return at last

10 reasons to go…
10 reasons to stay…
10 reasons to fade away…
10 reasons to stay alert and wait…
10 reasons to cry…
10 reasons to fly…
10 reasons to die…
10 reasons to stay alive…
10 reasons to love…
10 reasons not to give up…
10 reasons enough to just not give up…